I keep finding my self not finding myself. Let me rephrase.
I think as people we have this beautiful and God-given desire to do. To make find and create, to continue on the never ending search for meaning. This is why we do things like google ourselves, or pick up hobbies that are really very silly, or even start a blog. We just have this undying desire to matter and to do something that’s worth mattering.
But sometimes I feel as if on all this meaning hunting. I get lost in the activity of searching for meaning and forget what I am actually looking for. Weather it’s work, meetings, money, friends. I get bogged down.
I think we all need to learn stop the meaning search for a second, and breathe, and maybe in the time we take to rest and ask God to show us what we are going for in the first place.
So I am going to take my own advice, and leave you and go and…